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[November 27th|1.57am] |
I'm back bitches.
New and improved
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[January 3rd|10.29pm] |
I confess that in 2005 I...
( ) stayed single the whole year. ( ) got your first kiss (x) kissed someone new ( ) made-out for the first time (x) made-out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) kissed in the rain ( ) fell in love (x) fell in love with a fool (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else's heart (x) had a stalker (x) had a good relationship with someone (x) questioned your sexual orientation ( ) came out of the closet ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) gotten someone else pregnant ( ) had an abortion ( ) gotten married ( ) had a divorce ( ) had a gay marriage (x) kissed someone of the same sex (x) dated someone you'll never forget (x) done something you've regretted. (x) lost your true love ( ) got hIM back tho... (x) lost faith in love ( ) kissed under miseltoe
WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion ( ) got a pay raise (x) changed jobs ( ) lost your job (x) quit your job ( ) dated a co-worker ( ) dated your boss ( ) dated your boss' daughter/son ( ) got fired from your job ( ) got straight A's (x) met one teacher you really like ( ) met one teacher you really hated (x) found the subject you love ( ) failed a class ( ) cut class hah ( ) skipped school ....((same thing as the above, is it not?)) ( ) got into a fight with a classmate (x) did something you were proud of (x) discovered a new talent (x) gave the teachers a reason to teach (x) proved yourself an idiot (x) embaressed yourself in front of the class (x) fell in love with a teacher ( ) got a lead in the school play ( ) made a varsity team ( ) made a junior varsity team (x) were involved in something you'll never forget (x) got sent to the office
OTHER
( ) painted a picture (x) wrote a poem (x) ran a mile (x) listened to music you couldn't stand (x) double-dipped ( ) skinny-dipped (x) went to a sleepover (x) went to camp ( ) threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried (x) laughed till you peed in your pants (x) flirted shamelessly ( ) visited a foreign country (x) visted a foreign state (x) cooked a disasterous meal (x) lost something important to you (x) got a gift you adore (x) realized something new about yourself (x) went on a diet ( ) tried to gain weight ( ) dyed your hair ( ) came close to losing your life ( ) someone close to you died (x) went to a party (x) drank alchohol (x) drank alchohol underage ( ) did a drug(s) (x) got drunk ( ) got arrested (x) read a great book (x) saw a great movie (x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry ( ) saw your favorite band/artist live ( ) saw someone famous in person (x) did something you want to tell everyone (x) enjoyed this year overall
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[December 4th|10.47pm] |
the ten things you can't say 1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will. 2) Don't say who they are. 3) Never discuss it again.
1. I am in love with you. It's stupid to say that, and you think you know to what extent I feel for you, but you don't. I actually love you. As in Ross and Rachel love. I'd never wanted to be with someone for the rest of my life, before you, and it makes me hurt very much. 2. You have no idea what you are talking about, ever. You think you can say what you say because you are suppose to be the all knowing wise one, and you just aren't. I never put you on such a high pedestal, you did, and if you don't watch it, your nose is gonna start to bleed. 3. You make me run away in the opposite direction, and I never trust your reasons for speaking to me, but some how, I always want you to. 4. I actually sat up one night, thinking why you hadn't talk to me that week, and thought I had done something wrong. No one has ever made me feel worse about myself than you. The problem is, you did it all without even noticing what was happening. I both love you and wish I had never met you, at the same time. 5. I've wasted a lot of time over you, and I expect you to pay me back. 6. You are too afraid. Tell them to shut up and get over it. Stop letting it control you. I need you to be the strong person we know you are. 7. Just hold me, once, for like an hour. You don't have to say anything, or pretend to like it. Just hold onto me, so I might get some mental stability back in me. 8. I believe if you died tomorrow, I wouldn't be bothered, and that scares me. 9. I want to fall down and roll in laughter with you, but we may run out of time. 10. Stop being so damn apathetic. 11(yea I added one. Jealous?). I really want to be with you, to see what could happen. I sometimes think you might have thought that at one point, but now we haven't spoken in months and I'm feeling you drift. I think you might be the best thing for me, and I might help you out too. I know you've been nice in the past, and there could have been sparks, but miles of ocean leave little to relationships. We could have been so close, and so good together. I'm not giving up on you, I still want to be yours. I just wonder if you think about me, ever.
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[November 8th|10.54pm] |
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Just in case anyone didnt already know. I bought my Harry Potter IV midnight movie tickets for Thursday last saturday, all is well in the world.-Drew
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[September 28th|3.40pm] |
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Yea so basically the past few weeks have been completely dreadful to me, literally I've been wallowing and trying to be happy about it. Quite frankly I am tired of it, I dont like being alone and I hate everything about being single. I wish I was hot enough to get any guy, but the truth of the matter is that I do not want every guy, I want my guy. I cant have him, so thusly it makes me moper mcmopey mayor or Mopesville, Alabama. I hate being melodramatic, I hate that little things upset, I hate that Im selfish, and I hate that I am this upset over one person, I hate that I am immature, I hate that I cant be as intelligent as I know I am, I hate the fact that no matter what I say or do all this comes out emo and lame and retarded, and I hate it all. There hate over.-Drew
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[August 17th|3.36am] |
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I went to sleep at 6:30 PM CST. and woke up at 3:00 AM CST and have done, and am planning on doing no homework. School is back in session.-Drew
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[August 6th|10.27pm] |
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Prepare for the most amazing thing ever done...
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[June 16th|12.45pm] |
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Josh called me, from a secret location that is deffinently not Atlanta, GA.
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[May 27th|11.05pm] |
I DROVE TODAY!!!! ALL THE WAY TO BEN'S HOUSE AND BACK!!! IT WAS THRILLING!!!!
Oh, ps time.
PS-To anyone who thinks I am not being effected by the whole situation is wrong. The difference is that Im not going to sit around and mope about it even though my nickname is moper. Its not the end, it never will be. I always win. Its just time to be sneaky.
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| I doth Declare... |
[May 26th|10.42pm] |
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This has been in my head all day, or rather since last night when I found out I am the true bringer of all that is evil...or rather one third of it.
"You think this can stop me. You don't know me, or her. All you know is that you are suppose to have the power to do these things to us, and the fact is you never had the power to start with. Do whatever you want, it won't make a difference, because you can send her to the farthest reaches of the world and set her on the highest mountain top, and I will find her. If only for a final moment, that moment will be enough, because it will be proof that you never had power over us. She isn't just some girl I talked to, she was part of me, part of what made me a good person. You didn't take a girl out of my life, you took a piece of my heart. I will have it back. I know more about her in the 3 years Ive known her than you have know in her lifetime. She is my girl, my sister, my fairyprincess. I will ride my white horse to your castle, and climb the highest tower, and rescue her, because no dragon deserves her beauty. I do."
For My girl
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[May 25th|4.07pm] |
I took this at work by the way and it was so perfect.
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[May 23rd|9.55pm] |
This was the best day. Even though I am now officially red and shall be forever and ever, I am completely happy about everything in life. I made a 93 on the chem exam because God sent his love to the wrong address, and this was after the slammin party. So cliff-notes:
1. Addison picked me up and Jonathan and I went grocery shopping kind of, it was cool. Alex and josh were there too. Their ho(aka Molly) was in the back waitin'. 2.Party started and people came periodically. 3.It was slammin, and I ate Tori's food. 4.Spencer owned everyone at diving, it was amazing. 5.Watched the losers play videogames, until all the cool people came in and played, it was fun. 6.Everyone left at the same time, it was so cool(Emily Hail Danced sexily) 7.I gave everyone a hug. They were sweet. Spencer seemed reluctant but he was nice enough to actually give one. 8.Diana, brooke, Kate and I all ate Ramen. 9.Diana and I ate cheese sticks(Robin yelled at Brooke and Kate through cell phones) 10.Braden fell for Diana's curves. 11.Diana left. 12.Mr king never came. 13.Construction sucks. 14.Everyone was amazing and can come over whenever they want, just call.
PS-Josh and I had a semi Kung Fu fight, where we showed Becca Moore how to fight like kung fuians. Josh didnt want to really fight me though, he thought Id break him.
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[April 10th|5.32pm] |
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| How to make a Drew Pate |
Ingredients:
3 parts jealousy
1 part crazyiness
5 parts empathy |
Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of caring and enjoy! |
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| Cars |
[March 31st|8.48pm] |
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I have a new car.
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[March 24th|5.02am] |
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Its ma birthday
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[January 24th|8.47pm] |
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Ask to be my friend, that's all, but I warn I rarly have anything worth saying.
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| Compliments |
[December 15th|11.35pm] |
Im making this one a everyone post, because Im thanking someone.
We got our compliments today, and they were extremely sweet, even the joke ones were heart felt, sort of. I was really touched by them. Especially one.
And I wont say who's it was, in case they were joking or being sarcastic or dont want people to think they like me or something like that, but it was really extremely moving. Well, that may be too strong, its not like you expressed your inner most feelings, but it really made me smile. I feel the same way, well I mean like you said, and I want to learn more from you. I didnt want to nor did I think I should in class bring it up, in case it was a joke, but if it wasnt (and Im sorrying Im leaving the possiblity of it being a joke open, I just dont want to be set up and then find out it was nothing) I really appriciate, alot more than you think, if youve thought about it. Thank you.
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| Happy Halloween |
[October 31st|9.37pm] |
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I know that "Happy Halloween" is really generic but I'm not very creative right now. Though tonight has been alot of fun. I know tomorrow night will be better.
( Boooooooooooooooooooo )
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| Good Golly Ms. Molly |
[October 23rd|11.48pm] |
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Before the rant, I really like it when you just get called up by the entire girl's soccer team after work and then go have dinner at hooters with them. It was really nice, thanks guys.
Now....Dont you hate it when your friends never never never ever ever ever post on their live journals and you have to read the same thing over and over and over again until you die. Yep I know I do, it's completely annoying as hell(pronounced hAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAil)
Im not really exanimate, but I like that emotion because the fox looks like he is about to be hit by a truck. Poor Foxxie
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